Lynne (Translyrics)

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Stumbling about his words a blackened goat said
“Stand on the line, don’t get left behind”
“Train is running on without you again”

Rubbing up next to me a clawing cat said
“Where ya gonna go, do you really know?”
“Hey before you know it, you may end up dead”

My wrists are rubbing red from holding too tight
I alone, walk my own way down this never ending path
Drown down the rain I drink up every bit
Onto the next stop…

Can you just please just please love me?
There’s no train to take me home, please don’t leave me on my own
Can you tell me darling darling hey darling?
Did you just let out a sigh or have I now lost my mind?

Tearing out the words a flower dying had said
“Can’t feel a thing. Can’t feel a thing.”
“Beating in a heart are tired…

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Relapsed last night because I felt myself going insane and I desperately needed to bleed.

The only functioning blade I have was pathetic though, so I could barely go deep enough.

So the skin on my wrist’s ugly again.

I think I may be anemic, I didn’t bleed all that much and I barely covered a fifth of fp’s cloth- but I’ll just wash it and try again some time.

 

I’m not going to school for this sem at least.

 

There’s just one thing…..that I realized……that just hit me.

 

They weren’t there for me when I needed them the most.

Nobody was there for me.

 

 

Well I’m not blaming them, they were overwhelmed and in a bad place and I just made them feel worse, so I shouldn’t be angry about it.

 

But oh boy, oh boy, did things go downhill from that day on.

 

Ah, whatever.

I have bruises on my neck because he kissed me so aggressively last night hahaha

It felt really good though, but I was on my period so…..I couldn’t really enjoy myself much. It was weird too, because idk I feel too ugly.

I was also sleepy for the whole day (and I fell asleep in his bed while cuddling orz) idk

 

…..sigh, whatever.

 

Friday’s the day, but I want to leave by Friday.

 

I’ll see how I’ll do it.

why the fuck am i taking prozac when I’m not in depression

 

why won’t I just die hahahaha

 

hahahahahaha

 

 

It would be lovely to entirely soak the cloth they handed me in my own blood, wouldn’t it?