if it was about accusing him for the bruises on you, then-

…..I really don’t mind.
I’m sorry if I hurt you, but I honestly do hate him for making you feel terrible.

And I am jealous of him for making you love him more than me.

So fine, go be with him instead, or go drown while craving him.

I don’t even know what you two do but he seems like an abusive meanie and you’re just letting him and wishing he did more to you and while I would do the same if I were in your place because I’m just craving pain to feel less guilty about my existence

as a friend I REALLY DON’T THINK THAT’S HEALTHY FOR YOU even though you’re substituting pain for pain and boredom

yeah you probably think “oh you don’t know how I feel because you’re so happy while my life stinks and I work hard but barely get anything and its unfair so might as well have some fun why won’t you understand you idiot”

I do understand.

Your views are valid.

But as someone who loves you but is bitter by how you don’t love me, I can’t come to the same agreement with you.

Nevermind, time for physics for real.