thought I was okay but guess I’m not
no biggie

4 days in depression hole

meh kinda glad tbh

thanks a lot.

love how easy it is to hide how depressed I feel

….well, that was one terrible night.

I’ll wake up, then I’ll cut.
I need to cut to be sane.
To calm down.

Mind’s a fucking mess.

Huge mess.

Fucked up.

Okay, I’ll wake up at 5 and then start revising by reading through notes, then skimming through the revision package.

I can’t expose myself to much questions now so I should focus on learning how to apply the content.

Stop stressing out, it’s all about application.

You need to calm down.

Sigh.

😦

getting worse

I feel myself going insane